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I am the Marsh King's Daughter, my own, my child, I am
the sibilant water. I am the sliding banks, I am the
root system that reels in eels and scabbards of green
and brown. I am the princess of amnesiac frogs, they
offer their oiled backs to my tongue, but only when
the moon is new. I am the grey sky and the rattling
cattails, I am the pink bellies of swamp birds and the
mouths of thick serpents and the elder-branches are my
hair clambering over the estuaries and tamarind
groves. I am the sleek rats paddling in the murky
lake, I am the stork on her nest, smooth eggs
scarifying her white flesh, I am the granulate snake
beating the thick green water with thick green flesh.
I am the flash of the heron blue in the fog, snatching
her meals from the river-system with a scimitar-beak.
I am the sweet grass and the spider's black belly,
spinnerets vibrating in the westerly breeze. I am the
bending palm, low and hushed, and the willow shrieking
incantations at the nettle-moon.
Oh, I am the black rooster-eater, my child, indeed,
and I am the strangler of horses. I am the bright
bird's daughter, I am the egret's claws and the fat
fish within. I am the mud-track and the tadpoles'
wriggling, crowned high in knotted reeds and cicadas,
with hairy black bees and jadebodied dragonflies. My
skin is combed in date oil and the acacias flick their
red, red tongues at my earlobes, and my feet are
pointed south, towards the delta and the sea. I am the
crickets threatening you in the night, promising the
intimate breath of skin-slicing. I string ebony bows
with my braids, the color of the unlit water, wetting
the arrow as it flies like a vanilla-clean envelope.
Oh, I am the monster beneath the floorboards, child,
my mouth overflows with silt and salt and the mud of
your thousand mud-pies past, my teeth are
ivory-alligator, ready to mark your flesh like a
printing press--and I will write my story on you, in
block capitals, pretty one. I will mark your
railroad-conductor pajamas with my salamander-ink,
with characters like wounds. My alphabet will scald
you, the letters I will teach, the grammar with which
I will infect your corn-body, warm land-limbs, my
syntax will be the snail-tracks of cyanide on your
fingertips, the swamp-gas participles and venomous
consonants. I will break you, I will divide you liver
from throat, you will walk the plank of my scoured
body and love the grain of the wood. My bite-mark will
be on you forever, the cattle brand of my
black-toothed ideographs, the blisters of my arsenic
hieroglyphs. I will destroy you with each noun, I will
devour you with every ablative absolute, I will eat
you like you knew the monster would. My language is
mandrake slipped under your tongue, you will choke on
it and dwell within it and bleed through it. Each verb
will be a cut and how bright the blade on your skin,
as you fall, as you fall, as you fall.
I will teach you to read and write, my pretty
sun-loving child, I will teach you my oracular
alphabet with the warm hand of a schoolmistress, the
warm smell of angora sweater and freshwater pearls,
and in my mouth the many knives of your tutelage,
waiting for the innocent pinks and whites of your
offered lips. I will teach you to speak my English,
the English of fire and the blood of horses, of
toad-flesh and burning moons.
Oh, my precious one, I am the Marsh King's Daughter,
my footprints in your bedroom are watery and dog star
bright, leading all the places you should never go,
all the dark holes where creatures like me dwell in
gurgling sublimity. My father's eyes shine up pale and
leprous from those places, de profundis, the soft mud
of his mouth on my shoulder, our shoulder.
We are here with him, beneath the mosaic-water, in
the dark, little one, the beginning place of the
little minuet we shall learn together. Now, have you
scrubbed your hands pink and made yourself pretty for
me? Have your sharpened your pencils and lined up your
plump pink erasers like a chorus line of severed toes?
Have you polished your spectacles and your shoes? Are
you ready, shall we begin?
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